Its been a pretty damn year.... A crowded and tearful new year's day to begin with, ended by a chickenpox xmas holiday......

and I am not counting my beloved laptop stolen summer....

The only real partner is " sex and the city" and " 2 days 1 night"

what a relief that this year is finally over n.n

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When I was younger, I used to believe everything happens for a reason. As time goes by, I figured it is not necessarily so.

Sometimes it is just as random as it is, no need to dig out the concealed " real" reason because it is inexistent.

Maybe this could explain better ---

"People say 'Everything happens for a reason.' These people are usually women.

And these women are usually sorting through a break-up.

It seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a 'Goodbye,' But, apparently, women have to either get married or learn something."

sex and the city season 6 " The Post-it Always Sticks Twice"

I am not married so I guess I have to learn something, yes, throw the bad year into the trash bin,for good.

For me, instead of going to the chilly crowded count down by the river for the third time, my new year will start with the real intimacy with my new mate ---Burberry Studded Warrior Bag that Serena van der Woodsen wore in "gossip girls" -- what a year to expect.

xoxo u know i love u

life is always..... a little beyond expectation....

my first week of holiday.... sammi with chickenpox.... ><

2 weeks of flu -->high fever last night --> St Mary Hospital from 10 pm-3 am --> sammi can not look at herself in the mirror...

thanks to my evy and sunyuan babies... dragged me out to the hospital and stayed with me for that long... always be there for me when i am in need... i love u